Sometimes in school, Hopeless, I felt very dumb when things were lost on the track. And I need to maintain my cool when such a scenario happened to me.  

 

 I can't even do basic math such as . Mean Mode etc  I am thinking about how am I going to get through this semester without getting this Secondary Math right :(  in my Data analytic. Haven  been touching secondary math for long nor I had forgotten EMATH 2 stuff already.
 

When I felt lost I took the initiative and ask the teacher for help, sadly 
I am someone who learned things slowly, but I take my heart to learn them slowly and gain experience from there. 


I sometimes ask my self like why am I different from the rest? 

In some scenario, my friend can memories thing very fast between one day 
As for me, I took 1 week to know my stuff better and so on. 
There will always this saying there take things slowly at one time, yes, but some boss will not forgive you if just one mistake you had done . Someone who cannot work things under pressure.

In God talent - Some may learn a thing in fast past and some may learn slow 
 

Some forgive Some may not, so I would need to learn and maintain my composure when this scenario had happened to me.Sometime I felt angered at my self why I cannot do this why I cannot do that .

My English also may not be very well versed which also worried because when communicating to bosses or manager, the bosses or manager will miss communicate or misunderstood me and so on. As for past experiences also I try my best not to message rudely to bosses or managers or like close buddy etc. Will need a while to know you better in person.

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My life had many downturns that I experienced when I was in the past. Which led me now to worried about my future. Which I want to overcome all my fear from my past. And Think positively for the future. 
 

This page is like to get to let you know how I felt depressed when I did not get the job well done and so on. At least a feeling about me!

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