A lot of people say that PSLE and N  level do not define who you are as a person but as for me I  strongly view that PSLE and N level define who you are until I face a lot of up and down, hardship well in Poly. I am not sure about the rest. That only I written base on my experience well in poly. 
 

Just like I did have  a lot of confidence level well I came to poly  but when the lesson starts my mentality everything starts to drain and feels like giving up.And my goal wants to score  3.5 etc ...  

 

Mainly I felt that coming from a Normal Technical Stream etc...and had not touched in school life for at least 6 years until I came to poly?
 

I had been struggling really badly in Poly because of my competence in my English Level Understanding and as well as some Math. 

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Yes, attitude learning is very key important but you need to get those basic to get right the track well you studying in Poly. Because in Poly more on-base modules are more on to the level of understanding before you can head start your project work and assignment. 

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And Engineering also had some Emath which I struggle real bad from the start because I do not have the fundamental of Emath 1 , 2 and 3 those subject are also part of A level or O level heard from some of my classmates.
 

For those from O and NA level are more on the advantages side because they have the strong side of understanding of there projects work etc because their mind is still very fresh.

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So for those who want to go Engineering be sure to get your mathematic right and knowledge when before you enroll in school else you be losing track like what I did.

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I know it seems like I do give excuses for not doing well in poly mainly because I don't really understand what I am doing so "Giving up in poly is a very easy thing to do well I am in poly". Everyone has their own strength and witness in the area that you are good at. 

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As you can see my motto is  "Not giving Up in the About tab" but actually the fact that sometimes I do feels like giving up in reality. And I  face a lot of depression failure and anxiety compared well I am at ITE.

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I do face discrimination sometimes well in class. So you got to learn how to suck thumb like what the army lingo said. Some example when you trying to ask for help only a handful of the classmate will willing to help with their best ability some will even ignore you . ITE is a really very fun environment compared to Poly. I enjoyed my time a lot in ITE well compared in Poly.

 

The grouping I encountered well in poly some classmate are very choosy they judge you base on your personality or whether he or she likes you which I do not like the feeling. Which the reason why I do not like group work in school. So far only Fuel cell, Innova,GS1  lesson I enjoyed so far with my group mates because no one judges other emotion and very smooth.
 

Sometimes I myself always wanting to retake for PSLE and N level because STRUGGLING in poly is real bad taste off ass which I do not like the feeling at all and dislike retaining a semester.

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As you know from the previous blog I said off cause "I would want to score high C GPA like GPA 3.0" an above because of all these and my ability it's kind of pull my morale down to complete poly in 3 years' time. But to delay my graduation due to these reasons.

 

For the Internship, I also fear going to intern even do I gone through NS and so on, so what if I  got this experience and work experience? 

 

 To be honest I am not really ready for my Career Prospect once After I graduated from poly. 

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I do consider also going to Uni but because of these failures that I face well in poly, I do not think I Would be able to make it to  Uni as well. And a lot of people who enrolled in Uni din ask themself if they are confident in Uni because Mental Health Also plays apart well you are studying. Because a lot of my friends in Uni faces a lot of stress as well because their "Prof" do not care about them and is more on SDL and same like poly but Uni-level is a high level of stress compared to Poly.

 

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So for those who taking PSLE and N level be sure to stay focus and else you lose track just like what I did and do your best. Everything you please start from the basic and do not skip step! Personally, I felt that PSLE and N level are important to get some basic fundamental knowledge will help you in your competency to add an advantage to get you to graduate in poly. Without these fundamental it is very hard to graduate .

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